I know you must be going through hell. Me and my wife cant have kids, we have tried 3 times and lost them all midway through the pregnancy. So we gave up for now and our dogs are our children. We have 4 big dogs ranging in age from 8 mo. to 12 yrs. They are so close to us and such a major part of our lives, the thought of losing one is hard to imagine. Our "old man" Brutus, is the 12 yr. old. And his health has deteriorated in the last couple yrs. He takes two different meds, twice a day. So mostly its under control, but you can tell he's just getting old. The way he breaths, the way he walks, it takes him longer to get up and get around. The day will soon come I am afraid that we will have to say goodby to him. They bring us so much joy. Well anyway, me and my wife will say a prayer for Kina tonight, and for you and your loved ones.