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Originally Posted by LFF
Bah - don't worry about it. People come and go. Plus, it is better to have no company than to have bad company...
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Exactly. I believe the loneliest people of all are those who never could open themselves up to new experiences and early on got locked into a marriage that should have never happened, etc.
I had mostly the same group of friends from college until my mid 20s. While good times were to be had all around, it eventually soured - just not on my end, but all around. Too much drama. I should have walked away when I graduated, now I know, but back then I was too scared about having to work from a clean slate... when I was 25 I moved downtown, about 20 miles away, and within a few months had no contact with anyone save one guy. Nothing ended badly, just ended - from what I understand most of the group split (about a couple dozen people). So suddenly I was downtown with one friend to my name. It should have been stressful "what do I do now?" but it was just the opposite. It was so nice to get rid of all that baggage I had to deal with on a daily basis, my phone ringing 100 times a day, always having to take sides on something. Started up playing the guitar again, took vocal lessons, got a dog, read up on things I never had the time to before. Within 6 months I had a couple new groups to hang out with, which I don't know would have happened if I didn't have time to 'decompress'. Just like getting out of a long term relationship. It's best to learn this stuff as early as possible.
IMO it's best to see a situation as it is - (not through 'your' eyes, but in a third person fly on the wall sorta way - and learn to work it to your fullest advantage. When you're in an emotional rut, stuck in the past, it's hard to see what that may be. It's all about going with the flow, looking at life experientially first, personally second.