So I put a lot of thought into all of this in the last month. I work as a waiter right now, and while the money is decent, I could make more elsewhere, and I could have better bosses elsewhere, but I haven't quit. Why? I thought, and came to the conclusion that it is because of the people. I love the human connection, meeting random people and helping them out, doing whatever I can. And a career in research I don't think would provide that satisfaction I get from random people. Thoughts?
Also a little update on college. My parents (divorced, I have my sob story in another thread) will pay for the first four years of college, dad paying room and board mom tuition. Recently I went to San Diego for a week alone and stayed with friends and it was the happiest I have been in my life, away from all the crap. My parents can indeed afford to pay for my college, and getting them to do so may be taking advantage of them, but I can be actually happy for the first time in a long time by going to a college outside of their geographical spheres of influence (Illinois and Tennessee). So which schools should I look at for premed with my test scores, if the money is out of the equation (to a degree)?
Sorry if something is incoherent, haven't had much sleep lately.