One thing you should know about me is that I'm a fairly negative person (for life reasons that aren't important to this discussion). I hate positively and positive music. I'm used to being in a depressed like state. I can relate and feel depressing music very well. With Funeral Doom, Suicidal/Depressive Black Metal, etc., I see a chasm, with dark waterfalls on the perimeter. I see spikes and sharp edges. With very dense and heavy music, I see waves running through me, from the horizon to my body. It's not a very colorful experience, but I think that fits with depressing music. Basically, I see a gloomy setting. With grindcore or death metal, I see various shapes that turn on and off really quickly to the drums and guitars. I then also see many abstract shapes that play with the different instruments. It's kinda hard to describe. I don't know if that helps, but maybeI do not mean to be rude or disrespectful, genuinely want to learn - how does synesthesia affect your senses when you listen to "dark music", things like funeral / sad metal, or melancholic songs. What do you see/feel with this type of music? Very curious!
The depressing songs fit well with my typical mindstate and emotions. I think that's probably why I am attracted to that kind of music. It's just a more amplified expression of these negative feelings and emotions
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