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Originally Posted by Patrick82
Ok, I went outside and entered a tournament. I didn't stroke my stick for 8 months and I won tournament, I tell you, practice is not needed. I haven't entered a tournament for years, last time I won was 5 years ago. Audiophile hobby is great, now it gives me a reason to play to win. Obsessive audiophile playing tournaments is unstoppable! I want to buy that $13 000 Tara Labs Zero cable... Soon you see me on TV winning world championships, mark this post!
BTW, I didn't get enjoyment from winning, I didn't even know I had won until someone gave me the cash. I felt like a brainwashed zombie the whole time.
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1 month later, 7 tournaments, 4 wins, $400. Speaks for itself.
3 more years and I have the cable. I already play my worst game and still win, it's the obsessive concentration that does it, I have learned it from tweaking my audio system.
I ate some
beans and felt sick in stomach, but I still managed to win. Opponent resigned the final for some reason, maybe he didn't like my gas.
I still don't get the emotion thing. I lose, no emotion. I win, no emotion. I get cash in hand, no emotion. I feel something bubbling in stomach, no emotion. I get home and listen to music, no emotion.
Music doesn't impress me anymore, either the placebo has worn off or then I just got used to it and it sounds normal. But since I don't have emotion how can there be placebo? I did blind tests and made "lucky" answers.
I have realized that I don't enjoy music, I just enjoy improvement. Oh well, just need to keep on upgrading then.