MuppetFace and the corporate people:
I've been thinking about something lately. Actually, really thinking hard and seriously about it. It's about my workplace, and what I can contribute to medical science more than I already do (lately I've been doing statistics for them, whoah and wow, I'm climbing the responsibility ladder).
I believe I have a competence that they don't know about, that would greatly benefit them. I haven't told them because it didn't cross my mind, nor did it ever come to surface during interviews.
I know how to do computer models, and by that I mean complex system models for statistical purposes. I know three major modeling "ways" but among them are something called
system dynamics. I don't know if I've told you this, but my department is epidemiology, so it's more or less based on statistics and prevalence/incidence and stuff like that,
which is basically what system dynamics is about. A google search for "system dynamics epidemiology" will yield more than a million hits, where some of the first hits are about the use of this specific modeling within epidemiology.
Now, I know I'm "just a worker" there (as in not a scientist), but we have a sort of environment where new ideas are welcome and our responsibilities and tasks are pretty crossing eachother. One of the associate professors have actually asked me to co-author a paper with him (why? I don't know. Maybe to make me feel good, or something). I respectfully post-poned answering that question because I don't have the "balls" to do it.
What can I offer? I'm just a computer scientist in a medical science world. My degree is way below that of a associate professor.
Until now. I could offer
system dynamics. I have a great contact with him, and my professor, almost bordering to friendship rather than co-working. I also have gained some self-confidence there as I've begun to know them more intimately and closely. Finally, I did get a permanent position there, and I feel like I'm becoming a bigger fish in a rather small pond, as opposed to my initial feeling of being just a "sheep among wolves".
Still, I have a hard time knowing how to present this suggestion and idea of mine.
- I don't know whether I should approach my professor, or this associate professor, who I *know* is open as all hell to new ideas (prof is more reserved but has apparently a huge respect for me)
- I don't know how to present them this idea. I talked to my IT manager and he said that a paper/report could be beneficial. I can see the benefit of that, and it's hard to argue against such papers and reports
- I know that these kinds of modeling would be beneficial because I talked to one of the post-docs about it, and she was lyric and extatic about the idea, to say the least, hmm. Still, it's always a question about money and finances, even in the scientific world
- Just give me some feedback here. Am I in way over my head with this idea, or do you think I could actually do some good here? I'm not even on a PhD student level, academic wise, so there may be some regulatory and bureaucratic hurdles?
The thing is that I aced my modeling courses, and I pretty much knew this thing like the back of my pocket, and even helped about 10 people (two group assigments) to even pass the courses, so the competency is there. Just a little "ring rusty", I'd have to prepare by reading and practicing for a couple of months, I think. The idea is giving me chills; what if they want to do a test project!? I'd be a friggin' scientist myself, in a way. I'd co-author a medical science paper. I don't know about you, but in my mind that's *huge*. If they don't, well, at least I gave it a shot, right?
I really, really want to offer something to the scientific world. I know I could do it, and I know I'm smart and clever enough, and I know I have great ideas and creative solutions. I just need to know where, when and how to present these ideas -- modeling being one of them