I hear you Hongda ,just that it was in bad taste to try and justify this action while the bodies are still burning.I am in spitting distance of the Big Apple and it is truly a great city.Those folks did not deserve that type of end.
I know and respect neruda's politics ,though as stated previously I in no way agree with them , but he would not let it go.He made his point and ruffled some feathers and then started a new thread for what end ? Just to piss some people off ?
WE don't even have a body count yet,some headfizers are still not accounted for ,families mourning , hell a nation is mourning , and this knucklhead justifies (and I know you don't dude,but you should have thought this out ) the actions of a group of death worshippers ?
Not that it matters but I have done/seen/been to a lot of places .I feel I have lived a balanced life.When I die I can pretty much say I did not miss out.In my youth I was very liberal,a hippie if you will,and protested war,wanted to feed the world,peace/love the whole ****-including hair to my ass.
But I worked full time since 15 man ,no free rides here
Next thing you know I am no longer a protester but I enlisted in the United States Armed Forces,and armed I was-light infantry.All the light means is if you could carry it you could shoot it,and some of that **** wasn't so light.My politics shifted a lttle,not drastically but seeing how many people wanted to take my life changes you a bit.
I get out and realize that I have either been working or blowing **** up for years.I needed a break ! So back into a "semi" hippie mode (around 1976 or so),grew my hair shoulder length,got me the best damn backpack I could afford ,nice bedroll, and hit the road.
Man let me tell you,you have not even begun to see this great country of ours until you have hitchhiked across it.You drive by and it is "ooh,look at that" and it is gone , forgotten.You walk this bitch and you FEEL this land.You meet the local folk,some hate your ass for being a "damn yankee" ,some because you have long hair and think you are a hippie .But you sit down and chat and you realize you have one common bond=CITIZENS OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA ! All of a sudden you are brothers,something in common no matter what your background,race,economic position,religion or lack of,a common bond.Hell I even bounced into Mexico and Canada on foot,just because.
Once I got that out of my system I wandered back to home base,rested up for a week and reconnected with family and freinds and got a job.Spent the next coupla years nailing every single woman with a pulse I could-all shapes /sizes/colors.A real horror show.Alcohol,drugs,females-I ran hard.Had no politics,did not give a ****
Well one of these fine young things comes to me one day and informs me she was with child,**** ! I don't even LIKE HER !
So I jet ! To Vermont of all places ! To this day I have no idea what the FCK I went there for with all the places I had to choose from (shoulda been New Orleans,love that place).Anyway,I am in vermont thinking about what a ****heel I am,and how no child should grow up without a father and BAM ! Back to connecticut a month later to give being a daddy a shot.Still married 14 years later,and happily,three sons,life is sweet
And I will tell you man,you start raising a family and your politics change REAL FAST ! You become a capitalist,you become conservative,you KNOW right from wrong ,or how do you teach your little ones ?
Am I perfect ? **** NO MAN,by I try to be.Losing battle but so ?
I can only try to be the best I can for me and mine,and having seen people in every type of situation imaginable either here or in other countries ( uncle sam) I let folks be what they wanna be and do not pass judgement.
BUT SOME **** IS JUST WAY OVER THE LINE,and once that line is crossed I let fly , just me, how I am
But when I say "been there,done that" I speak from my life man,went from child to man , back to child and full loop back to man,but full grow this time !
More info than you need but hadda let folks know where I am comin " from ,this is not from any book,my life such as it is
Rick
*edit* need a damn proofreader , looked like a child spelled some of that ****.Better now
BTW-looking back I am still amazed that A) I survived and B) I found the time to learn DIY audio electronics,started blowing up projects at 14 or so
cheers