MetalManCPA
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This past week was a tough one, especially for my wife.
Six months ago we found out her sister Donna (49 years old with two daughters ages 20 & 15) was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and given around six months to live. Over the following several months, Donna seeked treatment in the U.S. with traditional treatment, and went to Tijuana for treatments not approved by the FDA. In December, we went down to FL to visit her and see a surprise wedding of our neice who wanted her mother to see her get married just in case her mother was to die. It was a bittersweet trip. But, Donna still looked OK. With treatment going on, there was always some ray of hope even though we knew that for the most part, pancratic cancer has no cure.
My wife went to FL again in Feb to visit, and she said Donna looked a little more tired, but she was still getting around.
My wife and I just got back from FL as we visited Donna again. It's amazing what changes can occur in a short period of time. For the most part, Donna acts like a 90 year old. She gets out of bed at 10, sits in a chair until 2 o'clock nap time, gets back up at 5:30 for dinner, and back to bed by 8:30. She looked frail, and when we left FL on Friday, my wife and I agreed she did not look well. But, she was still receiving treatment, and even though we really know she is dying, there was still that ray of hope that some treatment would work.
This Saturday Donna fell (due to an electrolyte problem). She went to the hospital and fell again. They ran tests on her. The word came out Saturday night that the medical world was pulling the plug on her treatment, and there was nothing else they could do as the cancer had just spread too much. They gave her two months to live, IF she decides not to give up. So she will go home, and take pain pills and deteriorate.
Although my wife and I knew six months ago she would probably succomb to the cancer, hearing an "official" word makes it tough. It's hard for me to watch my wife thinking and crying about her sister. It's hard to see my in-laws living with the fact they they will be outliving one of their daughters.
Death sucks but is inevitable. When it's time, it's time, but it's still difficult to deal with. I can see where some people say dealing with an instantaneous death of a person close to you is "easier" to deal with because it's so sudden as opposed to living with an impending death for a length of time.
This is the first time my wife and I have dealt with the death (impending) of a close family member where it is painful. We've had grandparents die, but in all cases they lived into their 80's and beyond, so it was expected and not as painful. To "wait" for somebody to die is hard, and especially when it's "before their time" (my wife and I know this saying is aged based only, for at any time anybody can become sick and die).
Six months ago we found out her sister Donna (49 years old with two daughters ages 20 & 15) was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and given around six months to live. Over the following several months, Donna seeked treatment in the U.S. with traditional treatment, and went to Tijuana for treatments not approved by the FDA. In December, we went down to FL to visit her and see a surprise wedding of our neice who wanted her mother to see her get married just in case her mother was to die. It was a bittersweet trip. But, Donna still looked OK. With treatment going on, there was always some ray of hope even though we knew that for the most part, pancratic cancer has no cure.
My wife went to FL again in Feb to visit, and she said Donna looked a little more tired, but she was still getting around.
My wife and I just got back from FL as we visited Donna again. It's amazing what changes can occur in a short period of time. For the most part, Donna acts like a 90 year old. She gets out of bed at 10, sits in a chair until 2 o'clock nap time, gets back up at 5:30 for dinner, and back to bed by 8:30. She looked frail, and when we left FL on Friday, my wife and I agreed she did not look well. But, she was still receiving treatment, and even though we really know she is dying, there was still that ray of hope that some treatment would work.
This Saturday Donna fell (due to an electrolyte problem). She went to the hospital and fell again. They ran tests on her. The word came out Saturday night that the medical world was pulling the plug on her treatment, and there was nothing else they could do as the cancer had just spread too much. They gave her two months to live, IF she decides not to give up. So she will go home, and take pain pills and deteriorate.
Although my wife and I knew six months ago she would probably succomb to the cancer, hearing an "official" word makes it tough. It's hard for me to watch my wife thinking and crying about her sister. It's hard to see my in-laws living with the fact they they will be outliving one of their daughters.
Death sucks but is inevitable. When it's time, it's time, but it's still difficult to deal with. I can see where some people say dealing with an instantaneous death of a person close to you is "easier" to deal with because it's so sudden as opposed to living with an impending death for a length of time.
This is the first time my wife and I have dealt with the death (impending) of a close family member where it is painful. We've had grandparents die, but in all cases they lived into their 80's and beyond, so it was expected and not as painful. To "wait" for somebody to die is hard, and especially when it's "before their time" (my wife and I know this saying is aged based only, for at any time anybody can become sick and die).