I turned 40 back in March and at the time I thought it was pretty funny. The past couple of months have been a different story though. Although my face still looks pretty young, my hair is starting to get a little too thin and the grays (on the sides of my head especially) are bothering me enough that I started coloring my hair on a regular basis. I've also been on a major health kick the past couple of months which is a good thing but I need to slow down the weight loss a little bit (18 pounds in 2 months).
Like everyone else, I keep wondering if there's more to life, what have I accomplished so far, etc. The biggest thing though is that I now feel too old to have that great romance I've always imagined about. I'm still single and I'll probably stay that way, which is my choice and doesn't really bother me. However, I feel I'm just too old to have one great love affair where I'm swept off my feet and my love and I spend the warm summer months holding hands in the rain, wading in park fountains, eating croissants in outdoor cafes, and making passionate love at the slighest whim wherever we happen to be. Pretty much the kind of thing you only see in the movies.
Somehow I don't think a new car will help.