PinkFloyd
Headphoneus Supremus
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There was a time when I could write paragraphs of stuff off the top of my head with ease, I could type in my thoughts at the speed of sound, some of it was good some of it was bad... thing is, I was confident and enthusiastic and sharp.
These days I'm finding it hard to post in a "happy birthday" thread without having to think about what I should say...... it all seems like such an effort and even though I've got a lot to say there's a devil in my mind which is saying "***** it man, go to bed you're washed out, your brain is dead..... go and sleep...... go and die"
I'm sure I'm not the only person in the world who has lost the taste for life and lost their appetite for Hi-Fi....... those of you who have been there and come out of it I'd love to know how you did it......... I've never been so low and so negative or so messed up....... I really don't see a way forward at the present time.
I've got no appetite (to eat) no appetite (for life) all I wan't to do is sleep and when I wake up I want to go back to sleep....... this post I should probably have kept to myself but I need to know that I'm not the only person who is suffering from a lifetime of alcohol abuse / midlife crisis and if there's light at the end of the tunnel.
I'm 44 years old, unmarried, no children (not that I know of) I was in a 12 year relationship with a girl 14 years my junior which ended a couple of years ago when she met "Mr. Perfect" on the internet........ before that "relationship" I discoed and partied and bedded more women than Warren Beatty could only dream about.... great times, or so I thought then...... turns out I'm a sad lonely boozer with no friends and no woman to love........ I don't even love myself these days..........
Have any of you geezers (who have been there) got any tips for seeing / realising the light at the end of the dark tunnel?
Mike.
These days I'm finding it hard to post in a "happy birthday" thread without having to think about what I should say...... it all seems like such an effort and even though I've got a lot to say there's a devil in my mind which is saying "***** it man, go to bed you're washed out, your brain is dead..... go and sleep...... go and die"
I'm sure I'm not the only person in the world who has lost the taste for life and lost their appetite for Hi-Fi....... those of you who have been there and come out of it I'd love to know how you did it......... I've never been so low and so negative or so messed up....... I really don't see a way forward at the present time.
I've got no appetite (to eat) no appetite (for life) all I wan't to do is sleep and when I wake up I want to go back to sleep....... this post I should probably have kept to myself but I need to know that I'm not the only person who is suffering from a lifetime of alcohol abuse / midlife crisis and if there's light at the end of the tunnel.
I'm 44 years old, unmarried, no children (not that I know of) I was in a 12 year relationship with a girl 14 years my junior which ended a couple of years ago when she met "Mr. Perfect" on the internet........ before that "relationship" I discoed and partied and bedded more women than Warren Beatty could only dream about.... great times, or so I thought then...... turns out I'm a sad lonely boozer with no friends and no woman to love........ I don't even love myself these days..........
Have any of you geezers (who have been there) got any tips for seeing / realising the light at the end of the dark tunnel?
Mike.