Graz
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Well, I turned 39 last November...and now this 40 thing is looming...
I guess I am thinking about it some, but mostly when I do, it's in terms of "how do I FEEL about being 40"? How do I feel right now? And the truth is, I feel nothing. No different "older" feeling...no feeling that I can't do anything that I've ever done before in my life.
All you younger folks out there who think 40 is OLD...I'll tell ya, when you get here you don't feel any different really. You're still <ahem> "active", and in a lotta ways you're still the same person you were 20 years ago, just with more life experience.
I do kinda feel tired of working sometimes. I started working full time when I was 18 & going to school nights. So at 39 yrs old, I now have something like 21+ years of experience in the PC industry (started on 8MHz IBM XT's & even some Apple IIc's in high school). Anyway, 21 years is a long time, and sometimes I do feel like I want to take like 6 months off & do absolutely nothing on a beach somewhere. But other than that, life is great. It's always been a dream of mine to live & work in Asia. That dream came true a little over 3 years ago with my move to Taiwan...I'm really loving it here, even though my Mandarin still sucks.
Anyway, the moral of the story is... ummm... I guess I don't know what the moral of the story is. 40 is nothing to be scared of...everybody makes a big deal & whatnot...but for me it feels like the prime of my life & maybe 40 is just a nice little reminder that the clock is ticking, and I better stay focused on living life to the fullest. I feel like I still have so much to learn & a long way to go.
Peace,
Graz
I guess I am thinking about it some, but mostly when I do, it's in terms of "how do I FEEL about being 40"? How do I feel right now? And the truth is, I feel nothing. No different "older" feeling...no feeling that I can't do anything that I've ever done before in my life.
All you younger folks out there who think 40 is OLD...I'll tell ya, when you get here you don't feel any different really. You're still <ahem> "active", and in a lotta ways you're still the same person you were 20 years ago, just with more life experience.
I do kinda feel tired of working sometimes. I started working full time when I was 18 & going to school nights. So at 39 yrs old, I now have something like 21+ years of experience in the PC industry (started on 8MHz IBM XT's & even some Apple IIc's in high school). Anyway, 21 years is a long time, and sometimes I do feel like I want to take like 6 months off & do absolutely nothing on a beach somewhere. But other than that, life is great. It's always been a dream of mine to live & work in Asia. That dream came true a little over 3 years ago with my move to Taiwan...I'm really loving it here, even though my Mandarin still sucks.
Anyway, the moral of the story is... ummm... I guess I don't know what the moral of the story is. 40 is nothing to be scared of...everybody makes a big deal & whatnot...but for me it feels like the prime of my life & maybe 40 is just a nice little reminder that the clock is ticking, and I better stay focused on living life to the fullest. I feel like I still have so much to learn & a long way to go.
Peace,
Graz