So, I'm going through alcohol detox and have been having withdrawals
Luckily there is music for going through withdrawals
I mighta fukced up this relationship with the girl. I was drinking like 10 16oz beers a day. I slept over her house and in the morning, I needed a drink, but couldn't drink that early in front of her. My car battery died and I was freaking out. I had a panic attack. It scared her. She thought I was doing drugs or something, which I'm not.
We went to a Swans concert the night before, but had to leave a little early because she was kinda freaked out. She said it was very negative music and all the people their looked like vampires
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. I drank too much, had that hangover in the morning and the panic attack. I called my psychiatrist and told he everything and he's like you need to get off alcohol asap. He prescribed a librium taper and I'm doing that right now. Sh!t is kinda fukced up.
But whoever said taking a girl to a Swans concert was a bad idea, was 100% correct. I should not have taken her to that concert. Well, you live and you learn.