Yeah, you are right. In the past 2 years things have stabilized a bit. I finally got my government disability pension with a bit of retroactive pay, so that's a positive. I still haven't got a car yet again, but I'm sure that will come eventually, when my lawsuit gets settled. Still, it's hard to accept that my income is a quarter of what it used to be, just because I got sick. At the same time though, I don't have to worry anymore about monthly car payments, repair bills, fuel or insurance payments. I got a network of friends who take me for groceries or even lend me their car once a week. I'm doing OK. It just makes my blood boil though, when I think about how many years of my life I wasted doing their bidding, with the "full time" carrot being teased in front of my nose, but not actually being delivered. It's kinda like this TRN cable thing. Just another big company that over promises and under delivers. FedEx took my health away from me...TRN takes our money. It's that simple. I hate big companies that cheat their customers, just so their managers and higher ups, get their bonuses.