I'm very sorry I havn't done anything to keep moving this forward in recent months. I've had domestic problems with ppl close to me that have affected me rather badly, in and of myself. I've been very disrupted and unsettled within myself, as a result of conflict and reciept of personal attacks from ppl 'close' to me, and my head just hasn't been and isn't still, really, in a place to push on with this, do it justice and progress with it on a concentrated, decisive, authorative level and undertake the responsibility involved. I've let it drift- somewhat irresponsibly it feels now- in the hope I'd sort myself out soon and be in a place to me able to give myself properly to continuing this task in a focused mindset, but that hasn't happened yet, and, as we hit April, I think I have to resign myself to passing on the reins to someone else and letting them take command and control of this whilst I sort myself out. [I don't wish to imply I was in total command of this process, as I wasn't, and that wasn't how I viewed my position in trying to get this going; I've said that above just for the ease of communication of what I'm retracting myself from atm]. I sincerely apologise to anyone I've disappointed and/or let down in the recent months of inactivity with this, and/or for having to pull myself out of this now.
I havn't communicated with Shadesbass (Tom) in this time of inactivity, so I don't know where his head is at with it and whether he is still committed to an active role in the process.
To anyone interested in taking charge, so to speak, of putting this into action now, let me know and I'll send you all the preliminary work I/we had come up with, with regards to forming a committee etc.
Who knows, I might work through and/or snap out of the issues I've got goin on for me now in the near future and feel able to committ myself to this again soon- and I'll certainly notify ppl as and when- but, at this point, I feel it's necessary to at least allow others the opportunity to take control of this process and drive it forward while I cannot. I will still be up for attending any meet, however, so keep us posted!
Kind Regards,
Steve
