TaffyGuy
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hello everyone, my name is Allen and i have tinnitus induced paranoia.
it all started when i got my ety's and the enormous isolation allowed me to discern the slight sensation of crappy stupid dumb dumb ringing in my ears. i was never really worried about this in the past, being pretty much satisfied that i have a better ear than most everyone i know. of course there is some discernable difference between "ear" and "hearing", and after becoming a head-fi junkie, and going along the usual thought process of "thats ********->he must be kidding himself->i doubt that's true->can they really hear that?->do these folk have incredible ears by trade?->do these folk have better ears than i?" concerning so many tweaks and whatnot, i began to become oh too aware of my own... mortality, as it were.
some irritating things i've come accross since exploring the issue though, are such numbers that are given concerning tinnitus. as i understand, tinnitus is any ringing of the ears, therefore it seems that anyone who's been to a big concert has probably experienced it (or do your ears not ring afterwards?) but a common number given for tinnitus sufferers is 50 million in america. now i havn't checked the most recent census, but that's only like 20% of the population, and i don't like thinking i'm in the bottom 20% when it comes to my ears.
not only this, but i havn't been to nearly as many big concerts as i would have liked, and where i've done a lot more handling of power tools than most kids (spent 3 summers rebuilding a '54 austin healey) i distinctly remember always having those huge ear-protectors on, and not having ringing afterwards.
unfortunately after more research, i find that ear aches and the jaw disorder TMJ can also attribute to tinnitus. now ear aches probably aren't it, but i used to get them all the time as a kid. As for TMJ, i didn't even really realize i had it until today, as my jaw has been giving me trouble for about a hear and a half now, and i recently got one of those over the counter night guard things so i wouldnt clench at night, but i'll be damned if my defunct jaw bone screws up my hearing.
and the worst part is, i might be crazy, but i swear its getting worse since i started getting paranoid about it. so now i've got a pair of ER20's, and i constantly turn down the stereo in the car when my buddies are constanlty turning it up, and every time there is a loud sound from a fallen tool or (the worst) when i get a screamer behind me at a concert (i just want to punch those fcuks in the face, you know the ones) i get all paranoid and find myself thinking about it all the time. damn near ruined the second half of the david grisman quintet set the other day, and i've been waiting to hear them for like 2 and a half years.
or maybe most people don't even notice a hum at ~17kHz or 18kHz (if i had to guess) thats up at maybe 10 or 15 dB, and i'm worried over nothing. (i generally don't notice because my quiet computer fan easily covers it up, and i always sleep with my headphones on anyway)
so, what about you folk?
it all started when i got my ety's and the enormous isolation allowed me to discern the slight sensation of crappy stupid dumb dumb ringing in my ears. i was never really worried about this in the past, being pretty much satisfied that i have a better ear than most everyone i know. of course there is some discernable difference between "ear" and "hearing", and after becoming a head-fi junkie, and going along the usual thought process of "thats ********->he must be kidding himself->i doubt that's true->can they really hear that?->do these folk have incredible ears by trade?->do these folk have better ears than i?" concerning so many tweaks and whatnot, i began to become oh too aware of my own... mortality, as it were.
some irritating things i've come accross since exploring the issue though, are such numbers that are given concerning tinnitus. as i understand, tinnitus is any ringing of the ears, therefore it seems that anyone who's been to a big concert has probably experienced it (or do your ears not ring afterwards?) but a common number given for tinnitus sufferers is 50 million in america. now i havn't checked the most recent census, but that's only like 20% of the population, and i don't like thinking i'm in the bottom 20% when it comes to my ears.
not only this, but i havn't been to nearly as many big concerts as i would have liked, and where i've done a lot more handling of power tools than most kids (spent 3 summers rebuilding a '54 austin healey) i distinctly remember always having those huge ear-protectors on, and not having ringing afterwards.
unfortunately after more research, i find that ear aches and the jaw disorder TMJ can also attribute to tinnitus. now ear aches probably aren't it, but i used to get them all the time as a kid. As for TMJ, i didn't even really realize i had it until today, as my jaw has been giving me trouble for about a hear and a half now, and i recently got one of those over the counter night guard things so i wouldnt clench at night, but i'll be damned if my defunct jaw bone screws up my hearing.
and the worst part is, i might be crazy, but i swear its getting worse since i started getting paranoid about it. so now i've got a pair of ER20's, and i constantly turn down the stereo in the car when my buddies are constanlty turning it up, and every time there is a loud sound from a fallen tool or (the worst) when i get a screamer behind me at a concert (i just want to punch those fcuks in the face, you know the ones) i get all paranoid and find myself thinking about it all the time. damn near ruined the second half of the david grisman quintet set the other day, and i've been waiting to hear them for like 2 and a half years.
or maybe most people don't even notice a hum at ~17kHz or 18kHz (if i had to guess) thats up at maybe 10 or 15 dB, and i'm worried over nothing. (i generally don't notice because my quiet computer fan easily covers it up, and i always sleep with my headphones on anyway)
so, what about you folk?