AndrewG
CAUTION: Incomplete trades
Aka: Boxboxbox
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I need advice I have nowhere to turn Posted this in other forums and no one responds
Well I'm going to year two of university My dad is a major administrator there and truly believes in the college propaganda. I should back up for a second, I am very right brained, I am an artist, I love drawing and I truly know exactly what I should be doing with my life.
And I am hating every minute of university. If I could study what I'm there for, I'd be fine, but basically it is high school 2.0 with nothing but requirements and few classes that actually allow me to study my field. There is a reason I am studying art, it is because it is the only thing I am good at.
I'm failing most of my requirements and I just hate those classes. Since I'm unwilling to bend and just 'take' the classes I want to drop out. I want to work "blue collar" full time and study art myself. I already have a part time job.
My dad is an administrator he won't even hear me when I try to bring up the subject. I have lived a sheltered suburban life, but I know exactly what I want to do, it is frustrating that universities are punishing me for this... Believe me, general requirements do not make you a more well-rounded person (I guess it depends on the person)... that's what High School was for...
I am having thoughts right now that I do not really care for but they are getting overwhelming. I feel ridiculous that I am living out this cliche... it truly is a stereotype. My dream is to work now, I can put in a hard days work easily, and in 5-10 years I will become extremely good in the arts as I develop my talents. My mom watches e-news twice a day, my dad is an administrator my bro makes $150 thousand per year. My family is obsessed with image and looking prestigious. They don't want me to do what I want to because it would look bad to their friends.
Is this unrealistic, what I want to do?
Well I'm going to year two of university My dad is a major administrator there and truly believes in the college propaganda. I should back up for a second, I am very right brained, I am an artist, I love drawing and I truly know exactly what I should be doing with my life.
And I am hating every minute of university. If I could study what I'm there for, I'd be fine, but basically it is high school 2.0 with nothing but requirements and few classes that actually allow me to study my field. There is a reason I am studying art, it is because it is the only thing I am good at.
I'm failing most of my requirements and I just hate those classes. Since I'm unwilling to bend and just 'take' the classes I want to drop out. I want to work "blue collar" full time and study art myself. I already have a part time job.
My dad is an administrator he won't even hear me when I try to bring up the subject. I have lived a sheltered suburban life, but I know exactly what I want to do, it is frustrating that universities are punishing me for this... Believe me, general requirements do not make you a more well-rounded person (I guess it depends on the person)... that's what High School was for...
I am having thoughts right now that I do not really care for but they are getting overwhelming. I feel ridiculous that I am living out this cliche... it truly is a stereotype. My dream is to work now, I can put in a hard days work easily, and in 5-10 years I will become extremely good in the arts as I develop my talents. My mom watches e-news twice a day, my dad is an administrator my bro makes $150 thousand per year. My family is obsessed with image and looking prestigious. They don't want me to do what I want to because it would look bad to their friends.
Is this unrealistic, what I want to do?