Gautama
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This happened about a month ago and I never thought to post it, so many of the details will have been lost.
So, it was either a Tuesday or Wednesday night, I brush my teeth and get into bed. Then I instinctively grab my Zen and KSC75s for the night session of tunes. Quene up Steely Dan's "The Definitive Collection", closed my eyes, and I just sat there and really soakedk up the sound. Around the 7th or 8th song, my breathing changed on its own, an odd rhythm, short, shallow, quick. It felt odd, but "natural", so I continued it. Around 2 minutes later, something clicked, I was in awe. What I could see through my closed eyes was amazing, it was so awesomely black it was undescribably (sp?) awesome. It was like my eyes had shut off, and what I was seeing was in fact a result of NOT seeing. I truly believe this is what a blind person "sees" like. And feeling, feeling was completely gone. I could not feel myself breathing (which was surprsing since the breathing I was doing and was continueing still at this point was very hard), I couldn't feel my hands on my stomach, I couldn't feel the socks on my feet or the comforter over my legs. There was no feeling.
BUT THE SOUND! The sound came to life. I was one with the music. I wasn't listening to music, me and the music were just coexisiting as if it were meant to be. Unless you meditate and know how it feels when you and your body "synchronize" in deep meditation, you won't know how amazingly awesome this is. I'm a Buddhist, so I meditate often, but this was deep. Deeper than I've ever been before. This state lasted for about 2 songs, so like 10 minutes. At that point, I began to come back to reality and I had to open my eyes to make sure I truly had not gone blind, for it was really the surreal. It was perhaps the greatest feeling I've ever experienced in all my life.
So, it was either a Tuesday or Wednesday night, I brush my teeth and get into bed. Then I instinctively grab my Zen and KSC75s for the night session of tunes. Quene up Steely Dan's "The Definitive Collection", closed my eyes, and I just sat there and really soakedk up the sound. Around the 7th or 8th song, my breathing changed on its own, an odd rhythm, short, shallow, quick. It felt odd, but "natural", so I continued it. Around 2 minutes later, something clicked, I was in awe. What I could see through my closed eyes was amazing, it was so awesomely black it was undescribably (sp?) awesome. It was like my eyes had shut off, and what I was seeing was in fact a result of NOT seeing. I truly believe this is what a blind person "sees" like. And feeling, feeling was completely gone. I could not feel myself breathing (which was surprsing since the breathing I was doing and was continueing still at this point was very hard), I couldn't feel my hands on my stomach, I couldn't feel the socks on my feet or the comforter over my legs. There was no feeling.
BUT THE SOUND! The sound came to life. I was one with the music. I wasn't listening to music, me and the music were just coexisiting as if it were meant to be. Unless you meditate and know how it feels when you and your body "synchronize" in deep meditation, you won't know how amazingly awesome this is. I'm a Buddhist, so I meditate often, but this was deep. Deeper than I've ever been before. This state lasted for about 2 songs, so like 10 minutes. At that point, I began to come back to reality and I had to open my eyes to make sure I truly had not gone blind, for it was really the surreal. It was perhaps the greatest feeling I've ever experienced in all my life.