BoxBoxBox
Aka: AndrewG
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I got into a car wreck head on collision last Friday, I am okay, and the visceral fear of it is gone, I am back on the road with a used car, but I feel something is different...
it is like the wreck affected my mind somehow... as soon as it happened, I became totally shocker, when the ambulances came and spoke to me, they remarked that I felt 'distant' and I did, i felt really distant and dazed. I didn't go to the hospital to get checked because I wasn't hurt.
my mind was a certain way 'before' now totally different 'after' ... although I am already diagnosed as bipolar, today I felt like I could have a breakdown for no reason and it seemed deeper than usual, a huge rage for no reason.
people keep saying "dont worry about it, car wrecks happen" but that makes me feel this is something I can 'snap out of'... I am over the actual car wreck, I am back on the road but I feel there's something different in my mind... it is very distant, a little anxious and that rage episode today... Can anyone share some insight on what this means?
it is like the wreck affected my mind somehow... as soon as it happened, I became totally shocker, when the ambulances came and spoke to me, they remarked that I felt 'distant' and I did, i felt really distant and dazed. I didn't go to the hospital to get checked because I wasn't hurt.
my mind was a certain way 'before' now totally different 'after' ... although I am already diagnosed as bipolar, today I felt like I could have a breakdown for no reason and it seemed deeper than usual, a huge rage for no reason.
people keep saying "dont worry about it, car wrecks happen" but that makes me feel this is something I can 'snap out of'... I am over the actual car wreck, I am back on the road but I feel there's something different in my mind... it is very distant, a little anxious and that rage episode today... Can anyone share some insight on what this means?