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post #81376 of 130834

It's finally the 4th of July

 

Well, I've been working on this for a while. And so here it is:

 

 

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We make plans throughout our entire lives. Good ones, bad ones, and ones that never materialize. Most are just dreams. I don’t make plans often, but when I do, I try to see them through. But man, let me tell you. Every single time I hear people make plans, I can just think in my head that they will never materialize. That they are just teenagers and it will obviously just fall apart. I admit that I have also had my own failed plans. Like that one time I planned for everyone to go to the movies, and it rained. Bummer. I realized that I actually had more anxiety in making a plan and hoping that it goes through than with the actual execution of it.
 
 Well one night many years ago, we were under the lamp light with our bikes. I was talking to him about future plans, where we may be, and what we will do when we get older. We came up with a stupid plan about how we would all sell our families houses and bundle up into a group house out in some lucrative and awesome country. Gosh we were stupid.
 
But what I really planned to happen, would be the usual. We would finish high school, and I wouldn’t see him for a few years. He would probably go to some college and get a job. I would be halfway across the country studying my ass off for some goal that I am not even sure of. And on his 21st birthday, I’d be back home somehow. I’d sit down with him and pour him his first legal drink. He’s gotten older and had bulked up a bit. He still had his light freckles and famous smile. And gosh the chicken hair was still there. We were both grown up, but still ourselves. And then we’d order something to eat. I was a few months older than him and hopefully had better tolerance for the stuff. I would make fun of him not being able to hold his drink. And he would make the usual racist joke at me and I to him afterwards. We’d talk about what we did back in the good ole days. And at the end of the night the fireworks would go up around the entire area. The sky would fill with explosions to celebrate the nation’s founding. I’d wish him happy birthday.
 
But of course, this was just a plan...just another dream. One that would never come. It was just a dream where somehow I had gotten home on that day, where I somehow invited just him out for a whole night, and where the events went down like a perfect bro story of finding our inner selves. It was just a story is all. When we were kids, we believed that stories were real. That dragons existed, and princes would always rescue the princess. I’ll be an engineer starting today. Looking at life’s cold hard facts. But for today only, I’d like to dream a bit. I’d like to dream about my plans that actually work, and where none of the little holes in the story matter. And at the end of the dream, I’ll say to him what I couldn’t before. I’ll tell him ‘goodbye’.
post #81377 of 130834

Is this about your boyfriend panda man? 

post #81378 of 130834
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Originally Posted by DefQon View Post

Is this about your boyfriend panda man? 

No, its a letter I've been working on that I had a few friends proofread as a type of closing for me.

My childhood friend died last year and today is his birthday.

post #81379 of 130834
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Originally Posted by bowei006 View Post

No, its a letter I've been working on that I had a few friends proofread as a type of closing for me.

My childhood friend died last year and today is his birthday.

Ohh...sorry to hear man. I was just being a smartarse lol.

post #81380 of 130834
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Originally Posted by DefQon View Post

Ohh...sorry to hear man. I was just being a smartarse lol.

Nah, its all good. I know you were and I know you didn't know the day of it

 

Plus, I'm not one to get offended by this. It's not that big of a deal right now for me as well. I've dealt with his passing already.

post #81381 of 130834

I'll send you over a Stax headphone to cheer you up. :)

post #81382 of 130834
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Originally Posted by DefQon View Post

I'll send you over a Stax headphone to cheer you up. :)

SR009 plz and thank you rolleyes.gif

post #81383 of 130834

I saw those V-moda shields. Pretty bad taste if you ask me.

If you're going to sport a V-MODA, use shields with nice designs to accent it.

Not the hipster insecurity of needing to bash beats with em.

post #81384 of 130834
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Originally Posted by kalbee View Post

I saw those V-moda shields. Pretty bad taste if you ask me.

If you're going to sport a V-MODA, use shields with nice designs to accent it.

Not the hipster insecurity of needing to bash beats with em.

I agree with that. 

 

I don't need shields spouting stuff like that.

post #81385 of 130834
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Originally Posted by bowei006 View Post

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Originally Posted by kalbee View Post

I saw those V-moda shields. Pretty bad taste if you ask me.

If you're going to sport a V-MODA, use shields with nice designs to accent it.

Not the hipster insecurity of needing to bash beats with em.

I agree with that. 

 

I don't need shields spouting stuff like that.

Yee, I thought that was a pretty lame design. At least make something original...

 

Also sorry to hear about your loss. It must kind of be a burdon to have that happen on the 4th of July. :/

post #81386 of 130834
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Originally Posted by miceblue View Post

Yee, I thought that was a pretty lame design. At least make something original...

 

Also sorry to hear about your loss. It must kind of be a burdon to have that happen on the 4th of July. :/

It's not really my loss but thanks anyway.

 

It's not that big of a deal to have it happen on 4th of July anyway. This date only brings hypocrisy and narcissism to mind originally. Adding a few more bad things isn't a big deal. 

post #81387 of 130834

Ya, we need a cheerier mood here.

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There, that's better. :)

post #81388 of 130834
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Originally Posted by miceblue View Post

Ya, we need a cheerier mood here.

CREATOR: gd-jpeg v1.0 (using IJG JPEG v62), default quality

 

There, that's better. :)

You use that same pic all the time lol

 

Here's a new one

post #81389 of 130834

Need a more creepishly happy panda.

Ignore the non-panda on the left.

 

 

By the way Bowei should get this shirt.

and wear it on your next review video.

post #81390 of 130834
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Originally Posted by bowei006 View Post

You use that same pic all the time lol

 

Here's a new one

That's a panda-neko. Doesn't count.

It's a cat afterall.

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