Originally Posted by Kirosia
Inherent human instinct of survival. Probably the main reason I haven't eaten a bullet yet.
Seems I'm somehow in the same boat. Consider that your opinion/gauge of happiness/pleasure is relative to your gauge/opinion (and experience) of suffering/pain.
If by some mental/physical disability you couldn't experience negative emotion or physical discomfort, the world would seem much more pointless than if you couldn't experience positive emotions or pleasure.
So seek safety and comfort in life, then work for stable income to allow a constant enough array of opportunities to enjoy...what else is there for an indifferent person.
I hope somethin cheers you up today Kirosia.